Friday, May 21, 2010

Funny Kid Singing

Oh my sweety pie.
I want a baby. xD


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Monday, May 17, 2010

Blogging ~

i'm in the blogging mood. but i don't no what to write.

i just know. i miss you very very very very much.
and need your hug.
but you are far away from me.
and the feeling is kinda weird.
i really need your hug. but i don't want you to come back yet !! zzZ
izit weird? yup =)

cause , i'm afraid that when you come back i will rely too much on you ..
i .... still love to be alone.
looking at you through the screen
not touching you in the real life yet.

i'm at a corner of this library.
i love this corner .....
it's sweet and i can miss you without any disturb and watching to the roof while mixiu mixiu .. you





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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

my man ♥ 2

are you my man?

my german shepherd?
are you the one for me?
i was waiting & blessing
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Dream

Dream ..................

the dream was so real.

i can feel the temperature from your hand,your hug.

never =)
never been so true before.
i miss the dream.
can i have it every time when i sleep? =)
how sweet its it ...
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Thursday, April 29, 2010

counselling

yea ~ i gotta counselling today.

i went to her finally.
i thought that i was enough tough doesn't need to see her.
i was so tired before i change back to single.
tired !! till i wanna sleep and don't wake up forever.

whats going on?
i don't no !!
just knew that.
i found my way and be myself.
i realize that i should know
i'm not pretending or act to be tough be strong.
i should really build up my strong heart and love myself more.

i was like love him more then every one even myself.
i put all my attention on him and love him by using all my strength.
i didn't realize the LOVE was so heavy to him.
and obviously myself too

i was keep pretending tough but actually i really needs a man to hug me and love me.
he did it.
and make me felt so safe.
so i didn't realize that was too heavy to him and keep rely on him.
even my heart. i show and gave to him 100%.
owwwwwwwww* =)

since i've already found ME.
i should be gratefull to be me and feel the love,the joy,the abundance

i decided to manage my time and have a part time course at night to upgrade myself
and built up my confident =)
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