yea ~ i gotta counselling today.

i went to her finally.

i thought that i was enough tough doesn't need to see her.

i was so tired before i change back to single.

tired !! till i wanna sleep and don't wake up forever.

whats going on?

i don't no !!

just knew that.

i found my way and be myself.

i realize that i should know

i'm not pretending or act to be tough be strong.

i should really build up my strong heart and love myself more.

i was like love him more then every one even myself.

i put all my attention on him and love him by using all my strength.

i didn't realize the LOVE was so heavy to him.

and obviously myself too ♥

i was keep pretending tough but actually i really needs a man to hug me and love me.

he did it.

and make me felt so safe.

so i didn't realize that was too heavy to him and keep rely on him.

even my heart. i show and gave to him 100%.

owwwwwwwww* =)

since i've already found ME.

i should be gratefull to be me and feel the love,the joy,the abundance

i decided to manage my time and have a part time course at night to upgrade myself

and built up my confident =)

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